From my last entry till today, i have done many things. so many that i have forgotten most of them... just too busy and tired to recall them... but it seems like living day by day, which is not really very good.. trying hard to find a goal in my career now... the more i find, the more i'm lost!
i'm like buried with work everyday... i don't know how long more can i last... i hope that the capacity of mine will be stretched.
now with virus infection now (not swine flu), my throat was infected, and my nose run faster then me.
life suddenly took a sharp turn, it wasn't easy... why ??
=(
Friday, May 8, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
THE MESSAGE BIBLE
I finally got the bible that i have been eyeing for. Though i have not started reading it today, but i'm believing for FRESH REVELATION FROM HEAVEN.
My first own purchased Message Bible, i'm counting on you for my coming offering messages and sermons that is ahead of me.
Thank you JESUS for the FRESH REVELATION !!!
i love YOU !
My first own purchased Message Bible, i'm counting on you for my coming offering messages and sermons that is ahead of me.
Thank you JESUS for the FRESH REVELATION !!!
i love YOU !
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Everything needs time...
When a chef cooks his steak, he will always have to watch the fire and texture of the meat.
Fire too big -> cook time lesser
Fire too small -> cook time longer
Meat too thick -> cook time longer
Meat too thin -> cook time lesser
Working at my new workplace really tested my skills in the area of management. I now realise that I have failed to manage my things well enough and often find myself doing wrong things one after another. I have focus on the wrong things time and again. Many a times I'm feeling kinda sick of myself doing the wrong thing most the time.
I really thank God that even though I have been doing wrong things time and over again, my co-workers are still kind enough to teach me patiently to suggest and guide me a better way to complete a task.
I can't wait to have another breakthrough in the area of my work. I have been spending too much time... How can I breakthrough to the next level of multi tasking?
In office, where does it stands in the profiling?
D, I, S or C ???
In my own profiling, i'm in the centre. Sometimes i'm so stuck.
when i turn left, I sometimes turn too much to the left and forgot about the right.
when i turn right, I sometimes turn too much to the right and forgot about the left.
Conclusion -> I HAVE TO look at my left and right not too much and not too little. I need to talk more.
I HAVE TO START TALKING TO GET THINGS DONE!!!!
Dear God, this is Your to-do list that I believe You can do to me:
1) Good memory capacity
2) Mutli task breakthrough to another level
3) Able to complete more things within a short period of time
4) Able to manage time, transport expenses, stocks movement records well
5) Another breakthrough of communications with co-workers
God, please help me. I entrust my hope on You.
Fire too big -> cook time lesser
Fire too small -> cook time longer
Meat too thick -> cook time longer
Meat too thin -> cook time lesser
Working at my new workplace really tested my skills in the area of management. I now realise that I have failed to manage my things well enough and often find myself doing wrong things one after another. I have focus on the wrong things time and again. Many a times I'm feeling kinda sick of myself doing the wrong thing most the time.
I really thank God that even though I have been doing wrong things time and over again, my co-workers are still kind enough to teach me patiently to suggest and guide me a better way to complete a task.
I can't wait to have another breakthrough in the area of my work. I have been spending too much time... How can I breakthrough to the next level of multi tasking?
In office, where does it stands in the profiling?
D, I, S or C ???
In my own profiling, i'm in the centre. Sometimes i'm so stuck.
when i turn left, I sometimes turn too much to the left and forgot about the right.
when i turn right, I sometimes turn too much to the right and forgot about the left.
Conclusion -> I HAVE TO look at my left and right not too much and not too little. I need to talk more.
I HAVE TO START TALKING TO GET THINGS DONE!!!!
Dear God, this is Your to-do list that I believe You can do to me:
1) Good memory capacity
2) Mutli task breakthrough to another level
3) Able to complete more things within a short period of time
4) Able to manage time, transport expenses, stocks movement records well
5) Another breakthrough of communications with co-workers
God, please help me. I entrust my hope on You.
Monday, April 6, 2009
the down of the down, now going up...
after the magazine promoter, everything was finally over... as i started my career with Attributes, things was rough for me... i was being enlarged, so much so that the enlargement process shag me out... there was a period of time where i had not enough rest, 1st to reach and last or 2nd last to leave... that was when i have poor priority management...
there were so many type of management for me to learn... even though i had experience from army, but the job scope was totally different even though it is still under the "LOGISTIC FAMILY"
i was piled with work load, load that i have never seen before, so heavy for me to carry alone... slowly as i focus one by one, completing them instead of 100%, i complete them at 80%. because i cannot afford to focus 100% on 1 thing and leave the rest undone. when i complete like 80% of many things, the overall completion rate was higher then the 100% that i have been focusing on. though i know this theory, i couldnt put them into use because i was a perfectionist! i want to complete 100% before i go into the next thing but i realise that i can't, not because i couldn't...
life was really packed up, mainly with work. working in the house of God was really great because i am exposed to more stress. you guys might think i'm crazy to say this but, the more stress that is on you, the more you will be expanded in terms of details and managements.
pastor also said before that no problem is greater then the God we serve... instead, turn to the problem and tell the problem that the God i serve and worship is bigger than them...
i was watching this video for the first time. it was mind blowing!!! all should watch... no kidding you! it tells you how small you are and how big God is... amazing video...
http://www.268generation.com/videoplayer/player.php?videoid=Indescrwide1&quality=hi
we are small, yet God chose to dwell in us. hmmm... how does God's full presence feels like? i'm hungry for it... i am building my foundation again! back to first love...
GOD!! I LOVE YOU !!!
there were so many type of management for me to learn... even though i had experience from army, but the job scope was totally different even though it is still under the "LOGISTIC FAMILY"
i was piled with work load, load that i have never seen before, so heavy for me to carry alone... slowly as i focus one by one, completing them instead of 100%, i complete them at 80%. because i cannot afford to focus 100% on 1 thing and leave the rest undone. when i complete like 80% of many things, the overall completion rate was higher then the 100% that i have been focusing on. though i know this theory, i couldnt put them into use because i was a perfectionist! i want to complete 100% before i go into the next thing but i realise that i can't, not because i couldn't...
life was really packed up, mainly with work. working in the house of God was really great because i am exposed to more stress. you guys might think i'm crazy to say this but, the more stress that is on you, the more you will be expanded in terms of details and managements.
pastor also said before that no problem is greater then the God we serve... instead, turn to the problem and tell the problem that the God i serve and worship is bigger than them...
i was watching this video for the first time. it was mind blowing!!! all should watch... no kidding you! it tells you how small you are and how big God is... amazing video...
http://www.268generation.com/videoplayer/player.php?videoid=Indescrwide1&quality=hi
we are small, yet God chose to dwell in us. hmmm... how does God's full presence feels like? i'm hungry for it... i am building my foundation again! back to first love...
GOD!! I LOVE YOU !!!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
climbing up
after all the downs, there is always an up. i was shortly called up for round 2 of interview and i was asked to start work like wednesday, 25th, and i was able to relate all the things i did in army into good use here in attributes... =) God has prepared me for this day... Wooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
after long intensive training in army, doing the things i am doing now, i am very very confident that i am able to withstand the stress level and multi tasking that i am tasked to do. just sad that there is no bed for me, so i have to go home everyday after i am done with work. but i hate to leave today's work for tomorrow... it is snowballing... bad for health also...
anyway, i have noticed that many young man cannot do admin job properly... i dunno why also but i am thankful to God that i am able to do admin job perfectly with very very very very minimum errors in it.
everything is starting to be clear to me what am i suppose to do. things are going so well now... =) i'm so glad that things are going well now... =)
all these happened after i have given to the storehouse of God. signs of me to give my tithes... it was spoken after CGM and service 4 by pastor Tan.
Malachi
3:8
"Will a man rob God? Yet you have robbed Me! But you say, 'In what way have we robbed You?' In tithes and offerings.
3:9
You are cursed with a curse, For you have robbed Me, Even this whole nation.
3:10
Bring all the tithes into the storehouse, That there may be food in My house, And try Me now in this," Says the Lord of hosts, "If I will not open for you the windows of heaven And pour out for you such blessing That there will not be room enough to receive it.
3:11
"And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, So that he will not destroy the fruit of your ground, Nor shall the vine fail to bear fruit for you in the field," Says the Lord of hosts;
3:12
"And all nations will call you blessed, For you will be a delightful land," Says the Lord of hosts.
3:13
"Your words have been harsh against Me," Says the Lord, "Yet you say, 'What have we spoken against You?'
3:14
You have said, 'It is useless to serve God; What profit is it that we have kept His ordinance, And that we have walked as mourners Before the Lord of hosts?
3:15
So now we call the proud blessed, For those who do wickedness are raised up; They even tempt God and go free.' "
3:16
Then those who feared the Lord spoke to one another, And the Lord listened and heard them; So a book of remembrance was written before Him For those who fear the Lord And who meditate on His name.
3:17
"They shall be Mine," says the Lord of hosts, "On the day that I make them My jewels. And I will spare them As a man spares his own son who serves him."
3:18
Then you shall again discern Between the righteous and the wicked, Between one who serves God And one who does not serve Him.
This verse happen on the same week. to me, it is not something man synchronised, but everything was done by the grace of God. before that, it was everything upside down...
Bottomline... Trust God that when you bring it into the storehouse, more will come from the windows of heaven! =)
after long intensive training in army, doing the things i am doing now, i am very very confident that i am able to withstand the stress level and multi tasking that i am tasked to do. just sad that there is no bed for me, so i have to go home everyday after i am done with work. but i hate to leave today's work for tomorrow... it is snowballing... bad for health also...
anyway, i have noticed that many young man cannot do admin job properly... i dunno why also but i am thankful to God that i am able to do admin job perfectly with very very very very minimum errors in it.
everything is starting to be clear to me what am i suppose to do. things are going so well now... =) i'm so glad that things are going well now... =)
all these happened after i have given to the storehouse of God. signs of me to give my tithes... it was spoken after CGM and service 4 by pastor Tan.
Malachi
3:8
"Will a man rob God? Yet you have robbed Me! But you say, 'In what way have we robbed You?' In tithes and offerings.
3:9
You are cursed with a curse, For you have robbed Me, Even this whole nation.
3:10
Bring all the tithes into the storehouse, That there may be food in My house, And try Me now in this," Says the Lord of hosts, "If I will not open for you the windows of heaven And pour out for you such blessing That there will not be room enough to receive it.
3:11
"And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, So that he will not destroy the fruit of your ground, Nor shall the vine fail to bear fruit for you in the field," Says the Lord of hosts;
3:12
"And all nations will call you blessed, For you will be a delightful land," Says the Lord of hosts.
3:13
"Your words have been harsh against Me," Says the Lord, "Yet you say, 'What have we spoken against You?'
3:14
You have said, 'It is useless to serve God; What profit is it that we have kept His ordinance, And that we have walked as mourners Before the Lord of hosts?
3:15
So now we call the proud blessed, For those who do wickedness are raised up; They even tempt God and go free.' "
3:16
Then those who feared the Lord spoke to one another, And the Lord listened and heard them; So a book of remembrance was written before Him For those who fear the Lord And who meditate on His name.
3:17
"They shall be Mine," says the Lord of hosts, "On the day that I make them My jewels. And I will spare them As a man spares his own son who serves him."
3:18
Then you shall again discern Between the righteous and the wicked, Between one who serves God And one who does not serve Him.
This verse happen on the same week. to me, it is not something man synchronised, but everything was done by the grace of God. before that, it was everything upside down...
Bottomline... Trust God that when you bring it into the storehouse, more will come from the windows of heaven! =)
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