totally i couldnt find time to do the simplest things like blogging because i don't even have time for that. i am so glued to work due to the high cmmitment level. it's kinda irritates me a lot nowadays due to the high level of commitments. what can i work as now ?
kinda fall into depression lately... don't understand why also... but doctor said that it was lead by stress... what am i stressed at? work? finance? relationship?
seeking for part time jobs now...
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Scandalon!
What Pastor Steve Munsey preached on Scandalon have really drove the message deep and hard into my thick skull! till date, i did not forget a single thing.
scandalon is a pit that was nicely camoufludge in front of you and when you fall in, you're stuck in there. you see the good things pass by you... and you cant enjoy it because you are stuck in the pit!
i fell into the pit and i have been seeing things passing me like nobody business... no hands came to pull me out of the pit, but people who saw me in the pit only suggest me to do this and that and by doing their advices, i might be able to break free. sometimes i just fall deeper into the pit unknowingly.
FINALLY, and really it is like FINALLY!!! a hand came down, wanting to pull me out of scandalon, which is my debt. i was seriously afraid to grab it inititally because i won't know when the hand pulls me up, that hand can push me down deeper because i am depending fully on the hand i am holding on.
when i was in the train back home from the appointment with my friend, i had a serious thought. this could be my turning point, what if i loose this chance? when will it come again? many questions rain on me. seriously i don't know if it is the prompting of the Holy Spirit of it's just myself talking to myself... questions after questions came, flooding my mind...
sometimes i have no idea on what i should do as well... but i am looking at how things will go about... i really really really am dying for a breakthrough in the area of my finances...
Dear God, here i plan my path... help me to get out of scandalon, so i can be the salt and light you have called us to be and be able to be a blessing to others. Help us oh God! In Jesus name i pray, Amen!
scandalon is a pit that was nicely camoufludge in front of you and when you fall in, you're stuck in there. you see the good things pass by you... and you cant enjoy it because you are stuck in the pit!
i fell into the pit and i have been seeing things passing me like nobody business... no hands came to pull me out of the pit, but people who saw me in the pit only suggest me to do this and that and by doing their advices, i might be able to break free. sometimes i just fall deeper into the pit unknowingly.
FINALLY, and really it is like FINALLY!!! a hand came down, wanting to pull me out of scandalon, which is my debt. i was seriously afraid to grab it inititally because i won't know when the hand pulls me up, that hand can push me down deeper because i am depending fully on the hand i am holding on.
when i was in the train back home from the appointment with my friend, i had a serious thought. this could be my turning point, what if i loose this chance? when will it come again? many questions rain on me. seriously i don't know if it is the prompting of the Holy Spirit of it's just myself talking to myself... questions after questions came, flooding my mind...
sometimes i have no idea on what i should do as well... but i am looking at how things will go about... i really really really am dying for a breakthrough in the area of my finances...
Dear God, here i plan my path... help me to get out of scandalon, so i can be the salt and light you have called us to be and be able to be a blessing to others. Help us oh God! In Jesus name i pray, Amen!
Friday, May 8, 2009
A series of happening
From my last entry till today, i have done many things. so many that i have forgotten most of them... just too busy and tired to recall them... but it seems like living day by day, which is not really very good.. trying hard to find a goal in my career now... the more i find, the more i'm lost!
i'm like buried with work everyday... i don't know how long more can i last... i hope that the capacity of mine will be stretched.
now with virus infection now (not swine flu), my throat was infected, and my nose run faster then me.
life suddenly took a sharp turn, it wasn't easy... why ??
=(
i'm like buried with work everyday... i don't know how long more can i last... i hope that the capacity of mine will be stretched.
now with virus infection now (not swine flu), my throat was infected, and my nose run faster then me.
life suddenly took a sharp turn, it wasn't easy... why ??
=(
Sunday, April 19, 2009
THE MESSAGE BIBLE
I finally got the bible that i have been eyeing for. Though i have not started reading it today, but i'm believing for FRESH REVELATION FROM HEAVEN.
My first own purchased Message Bible, i'm counting on you for my coming offering messages and sermons that is ahead of me.
Thank you JESUS for the FRESH REVELATION !!!
i love YOU !
My first own purchased Message Bible, i'm counting on you for my coming offering messages and sermons that is ahead of me.
Thank you JESUS for the FRESH REVELATION !!!
i love YOU !
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Everything needs time...
When a chef cooks his steak, he will always have to watch the fire and texture of the meat.
Fire too big -> cook time lesser
Fire too small -> cook time longer
Meat too thick -> cook time longer
Meat too thin -> cook time lesser
Working at my new workplace really tested my skills in the area of management. I now realise that I have failed to manage my things well enough and often find myself doing wrong things one after another. I have focus on the wrong things time and again. Many a times I'm feeling kinda sick of myself doing the wrong thing most the time.
I really thank God that even though I have been doing wrong things time and over again, my co-workers are still kind enough to teach me patiently to suggest and guide me a better way to complete a task.
I can't wait to have another breakthrough in the area of my work. I have been spending too much time... How can I breakthrough to the next level of multi tasking?
In office, where does it stands in the profiling?
D, I, S or C ???
In my own profiling, i'm in the centre. Sometimes i'm so stuck.
when i turn left, I sometimes turn too much to the left and forgot about the right.
when i turn right, I sometimes turn too much to the right and forgot about the left.
Conclusion -> I HAVE TO look at my left and right not too much and not too little. I need to talk more.
I HAVE TO START TALKING TO GET THINGS DONE!!!!
Dear God, this is Your to-do list that I believe You can do to me:
1) Good memory capacity
2) Mutli task breakthrough to another level
3) Able to complete more things within a short period of time
4) Able to manage time, transport expenses, stocks movement records well
5) Another breakthrough of communications with co-workers
God, please help me. I entrust my hope on You.
Fire too big -> cook time lesser
Fire too small -> cook time longer
Meat too thick -> cook time longer
Meat too thin -> cook time lesser
Working at my new workplace really tested my skills in the area of management. I now realise that I have failed to manage my things well enough and often find myself doing wrong things one after another. I have focus on the wrong things time and again. Many a times I'm feeling kinda sick of myself doing the wrong thing most the time.
I really thank God that even though I have been doing wrong things time and over again, my co-workers are still kind enough to teach me patiently to suggest and guide me a better way to complete a task.
I can't wait to have another breakthrough in the area of my work. I have been spending too much time... How can I breakthrough to the next level of multi tasking?
In office, where does it stands in the profiling?
D, I, S or C ???
In my own profiling, i'm in the centre. Sometimes i'm so stuck.
when i turn left, I sometimes turn too much to the left and forgot about the right.
when i turn right, I sometimes turn too much to the right and forgot about the left.
Conclusion -> I HAVE TO look at my left and right not too much and not too little. I need to talk more.
I HAVE TO START TALKING TO GET THINGS DONE!!!!
Dear God, this is Your to-do list that I believe You can do to me:
1) Good memory capacity
2) Mutli task breakthrough to another level
3) Able to complete more things within a short period of time
4) Able to manage time, transport expenses, stocks movement records well
5) Another breakthrough of communications with co-workers
God, please help me. I entrust my hope on You.
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