Finally, the day of submitting the documents is here and over! i felt so light all of a sudden, i felt like i weigh as light as a feather! i couldn't express the joy i had by words... it was really a day that i have been looking forward to badly. the relief that i saw! this is just phase 1 of joy!
phase 2, the groundwork. it is going to be taxing for me as i have to run around the places to ensure that things are done up properly, and by Friday all must be done! i have nothing to fear because i have done my best, but i believe that God will do the rest for me! Amen!
phase 3, after my audit, i will be rushing off all other admin work that i have not yet done. i will be missing for a few days, or maybe weeks just to destress. will "nua" in bunk for a while.
phase 4, more working time with cafe. i can't wait to step into kitchen!! i can't wait to create new dish!! i can't wait for more pocket money too! got to save up for my SHATEC!
phase 5, ORD on 31st December and get engaged into SHATEC!!! and i also can't wait to have a date by than. =(
i have plan this route, i pray that God will help me through these time. counting down to 10th sept, last day of audit!
Friday, August 29, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Its war time again!
Lately i have been so busy preparing for audit. the monthly maintenance is sure a tough thing for me to monitor as certain things requires very close monitoring. but some things that my colleagues are not working and end up i have to do all these shit. audit now is a game of how ready are you for war. are you doing your daily job and all?
WHATEVER to whatever he says! i hate going out with you as of now! man!!! you're a turn off! i can't understand why you always behave this way. thinking that you're always right and not being humble enough despite being soft to you. are you taking advantage of friends? if that's the case, i will choose to end this friendship, to end your pain and angry every time when you ask me out.
can't take anymore of your bullshit! sickening feeling i feel down my spine!
from the last time i blog till today, things were doing great! God have indeed blessed me with so many things! i'll glad and happy but i am ashame that i did not pray much. i have to stand firm and pray as often as i can!
sigh~! i can't wait to get a date! i can't wait to get her into my arms! she's hanging in mid-air in my heart, somethings troubled over her because of the situation that i am in. depressed and confused!
WHATEVER to whatever he says! i hate going out with you as of now! man!!! you're a turn off! i can't understand why you always behave this way. thinking that you're always right and not being humble enough despite being soft to you. are you taking advantage of friends? if that's the case, i will choose to end this friendship, to end your pain and angry every time when you ask me out.
can't take anymore of your bullshit! sickening feeling i feel down my spine!
from the last time i blog till today, things were doing great! God have indeed blessed me with so many things! i'll glad and happy but i am ashame that i did not pray much. i have to stand firm and pray as often as i can!
sigh~! i can't wait to get a date! i can't wait to get her into my arms! she's hanging in mid-air in my heart, somethings troubled over her because of the situation that i am in. depressed and confused!
Monday, July 28, 2008
Working with Blessings
I was so blessed for the past one month. But I'm so sorry that i couldn't spend time posting up my blogs... Before that i was taking things slowly... but somehow, the days were clicking so fast that i didn't even notice that it has past so many days! i seems to be at "la la land" and i didn't realise it.
i have been idoling and working on my safety project again. Thank God that this time i know what to look out for and know what to do. it was touch the other round but this time it is gonna be easy!!!
I had my sensitive wisdom tooth extracted. Thank God that it didn't hurt much, but the after effect was terrible! i couldn't eat properly for few days. every food that is entering into my mouth needs to be sucked in. i gotta eat wet food, dry food is very hard for me to swallow because i didn't chew my food. =(
I had my most important day on 20th July 2008. I was water baptised on that Sunday morning at City Harvest Church baptism pool! that was the most happiest moment in my life. Myself with 3 other sister took part in this baptism. After we finish the baptism, there was a small celebration. there was candle for us, to be the Light of the world! there was salt for us to eat, to be the Salt of the world! there was apple for us to eat, because we are apple of the eye in the sight of the Lord! i have not post them into friendster yet. i can't find time. =(
Ranger has shifted house to pasir ris!!! yeah!!! can ask him out during weekend. hahaha
What a month! so fun!!!
i have been idoling and working on my safety project again. Thank God that this time i know what to look out for and know what to do. it was touch the other round but this time it is gonna be easy!!!
I had my sensitive wisdom tooth extracted. Thank God that it didn't hurt much, but the after effect was terrible! i couldn't eat properly for few days. every food that is entering into my mouth needs to be sucked in. i gotta eat wet food, dry food is very hard for me to swallow because i didn't chew my food. =(
I had my most important day on 20th July 2008. I was water baptised on that Sunday morning at City Harvest Church baptism pool! that was the most happiest moment in my life. Myself with 3 other sister took part in this baptism. After we finish the baptism, there was a small celebration. there was candle for us, to be the Light of the world! there was salt for us to eat, to be the Salt of the world! there was apple for us to eat, because we are apple of the eye in the sight of the Lord! i have not post them into friendster yet. i can't find time. =(
Ranger has shifted house to pasir ris!!! yeah!!! can ask him out during weekend. hahaha
What a month! so fun!!!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Fellowship times are precious
for the past few days, my work seems to be so light!!! it seems like i have nothing much to do now. i am now so free that i have to think of what else have i not done yet... and i can't find anything to do... all the outstanding things left for me requires waiting from other parties... i suddenly felt so bless that i can "eat snake" openly at work! HAHAHA!!!
i can't believe that i went to the art house to appreciate art! it was a "WAOH" thing for me as i never been there before... it was an eye opener for me that very night... though it was a little weird that the pictures seem to have no meaning, but the longer i stared at it, the meaning starts popping out slowly... it does not happens in a split seconds... i happens in a few minutes time...i think those spot lights were too bright that it hurt my eyes so much that i didn't look long at those pics... it was an interesting trip as i got to learn how to fold a paper box that i have always wanted to learn! so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the next day, Saturday, was fellowship at Tampines Mall seoul garden! i was suppose to go for swim but i failed to!!! i couldn't wake up on time and continued to sleep... luckily Alan called me and his call woke me up, if not i would still be sleeping still... jumped off my bed and sprang off to the bath room to washed up... met them at TM mac and i thought that i was late... but thank God that i was on time...
we went to seoul garden and ate... i thought that i cannot eat a lot because i have not been eating much lately. but to my surprise, i ate like nobody business... i just kept eating and eating and it was a non-stop action. but before i started eating, i was complaining that the meat are all so oily and i thinking of doing something stupid. dipping them into the soup before i ate them but think of it again, i might as well don't eat here... so i ate like i have a bottomless stomach! so much so that i felt full after a very long time, which was like near to 2 hours... i than felt full!
i always have to visit the gents every time after seoul garden... but this time round i was shock that i didn't. hahaha.... at 1515hrs, we all rushed off to expo hall 1 for mass bible study class. we thought that we will be late but to our surprise, we were on time... the lesson were suppose to start punctually on time at 1530hrs but we reach there at 1535hrs... God was indeed timely! after bible study, we had a short pre-service prayer meeting and it was followed with a good word!
what a good week! i want every week to be like that!!!! :P
i can't believe that i went to the art house to appreciate art! it was a "WAOH" thing for me as i never been there before... it was an eye opener for me that very night... though it was a little weird that the pictures seem to have no meaning, but the longer i stared at it, the meaning starts popping out slowly... it does not happens in a split seconds... i happens in a few minutes time...i think those spot lights were too bright that it hurt my eyes so much that i didn't look long at those pics... it was an interesting trip as i got to learn how to fold a paper box that i have always wanted to learn! so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the next day, Saturday, was fellowship at Tampines Mall seoul garden! i was suppose to go for swim but i failed to!!! i couldn't wake up on time and continued to sleep... luckily Alan called me and his call woke me up, if not i would still be sleeping still... jumped off my bed and sprang off to the bath room to washed up... met them at TM mac and i thought that i was late... but thank God that i was on time...
we went to seoul garden and ate... i thought that i cannot eat a lot because i have not been eating much lately. but to my surprise, i ate like nobody business... i just kept eating and eating and it was a non-stop action. but before i started eating, i was complaining that the meat are all so oily and i thinking of doing something stupid. dipping them into the soup before i ate them but think of it again, i might as well don't eat here... so i ate like i have a bottomless stomach! so much so that i felt full after a very long time, which was like near to 2 hours... i than felt full!
i always have to visit the gents every time after seoul garden... but this time round i was shock that i didn't. hahaha.... at 1515hrs, we all rushed off to expo hall 1 for mass bible study class. we thought that we will be late but to our surprise, we were on time... the lesson were suppose to start punctually on time at 1530hrs but we reach there at 1535hrs... God was indeed timely! after bible study, we had a short pre-service prayer meeting and it was followed with a good word!
what a good week! i want every week to be like that!!!! :P
Sunday, June 15, 2008
it just gets better...
i can't believe the craziest thing in the world... every hiccup that came upon my life was taken away AFTER my prayers... Woah! can't believe it... i just felt better and better unknowingly. Peace was with me! financial prosperity wasn't that much because i don't know how to ask for it. of all things i know how to ask but not in terms of financial... i was funny... i can pray well for everything but not in financial.
this whole week, i can feel that my work load have been lifted up so badly that i find myself lost during working hours... suddenly a lost of direction because i have finish most and in fact all my job. i couldn't believe it. i think my official working hours are like 4 hrs plus only because i act fast in work.
saturday matthew, my first platoon commander, treated us dinner at NYDC bugis. he's back from oversea only for 2 weeks and its my honor to have diner with him and we had a great time catching up. he's left with 1 1/2 year more to graduation. hope he will do well in his scholarship. he rear a golden retriever which i love most among dogs. i can't wait to have one myself! was surprise to know that there's a lack of chefs and cooks over there... the pay was like 30 euro per hour of work! but there is a problem, the people there are racist! hmmm.... i believe by fasting and prayers, things will work out well in the name of the Lord!
i was bumped with an business opportunity again today and the speaker found my needs... the speaker offered me this plan and i am now in the midst of thinking if i should give a try or not. very confused now... every time i get confused, i will sleep. reason behind it is because your mind is overloaded and you need to calm your mind and let it rest before you can take anymore information. stress is not part of our life at all... but we humans created it! crazy us!
crazily more in love with the creator of the universe for He can provide every thing that i am in need and shortage of. He provides me all things in my difficult times... i trust in Him! my Lord and Saviour!
this whole week, i can feel that my work load have been lifted up so badly that i find myself lost during working hours... suddenly a lost of direction because i have finish most and in fact all my job. i couldn't believe it. i think my official working hours are like 4 hrs plus only because i act fast in work.
saturday matthew, my first platoon commander, treated us dinner at NYDC bugis. he's back from oversea only for 2 weeks and its my honor to have diner with him and we had a great time catching up. he's left with 1 1/2 year more to graduation. hope he will do well in his scholarship. he rear a golden retriever which i love most among dogs. i can't wait to have one myself! was surprise to know that there's a lack of chefs and cooks over there... the pay was like 30 euro per hour of work! but there is a problem, the people there are racist! hmmm.... i believe by fasting and prayers, things will work out well in the name of the Lord!
i was bumped with an business opportunity again today and the speaker found my needs... the speaker offered me this plan and i am now in the midst of thinking if i should give a try or not. very confused now... every time i get confused, i will sleep. reason behind it is because your mind is overloaded and you need to calm your mind and let it rest before you can take anymore information. stress is not part of our life at all... but we humans created it! crazy us!
crazily more in love with the creator of the universe for He can provide every thing that i am in need and shortage of. He provides me all things in my difficult times... i trust in Him! my Lord and Saviour!
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