Chinese New Year celebration

i wasn't really in the mood to prepare for chinese new year as i was still mentally tired... not enough rest yet still... but still have to fake the mood out... hai~ didn't really help out much at home with the spring cleaning as i was hardly at home... i tried my best to clear as much as i can before i return back to camp... dump so much rubbish away...

on CNY eve, had a mini celebration at camp before i meet ivan and headed home. i notice that as i grew older, i seems to lost the interest in celebrating it.

today was CNY and i was quite reluctant to go as my family gathering will be on sunday. i felt like staying at home and have a good time sleeping and surfing the net. have been badly bombarded with a lot of facebook request. so many until i gave up. i was suppose to go to 9 temple with my mum and after that to my grandma's house. upon hearing that, i

i was force to wake up and go over to my grandma house instead of going to the 9 temples. reason, my grandpa's knee was hurting, so we didn't walk at all... thank God! so we headed down to jurong west via cab. it has been a few years already since i last saw my grandma. she still looks the same...

we went for vegetarian restaurant to have lunch there, after that they wanted to walk the newly constructed temple at tanjong pagar that area... went there walk walk see see look look... nothing much... boring trip... after the walk walk see see look look, so after that headed home and ended my day...

The phase at work

it is about 3 weeks since i have not written in my blog. my schedule was so jam pack that i can hardly breathe at all. don't even have time to have good rest to complete my work and reading my bible. now i am off track my bible reading... all thanks to you, the evil one~! may all the shame and shit be put upon you!!

everyday was so directly dry, do up my safety notice board and safety checklist for the unit to follow on. was very tiring over doing my checklist especially. have to meet all standards to prevent others from finding faults in us. this was the life that i have been going thru for the past 3 weeks or so. boring weeks indeed!

i nearly fall sick lately as i have been going to ammo dump to help other draw ammunition. i wonder how many will pity me as nobody will remember the backstage workers! i wonder how many camp mates will give me words of encouragements when i am down. i wonder who will give me a helping hand when i need those hands, who will lend those ears when i need one, who will provide an answer when i need one...

though i have no doubts on God but at times i don't understand why is my life so hard. was it because that i hardly pray, so that my life is harder?