Sunday, February 3, 2008

The phase at work

it is about 3 weeks since i have not written in my blog. my schedule was so jam pack that i can hardly breathe at all. don't even have time to have good rest to complete my work and reading my bible. now i am off track my bible reading... all thanks to you, the evil one~! may all the shame and shit be put upon you!!

everyday was so directly dry, do up my safety notice board and safety checklist for the unit to follow on. was very tiring over doing my checklist especially. have to meet all standards to prevent others from finding faults in us. this was the life that i have been going thru for the past 3 weeks or so. boring weeks indeed!

i nearly fall sick lately as i have been going to ammo dump to help other draw ammunition. i wonder how many will pity me as nobody will remember the backstage workers! i wonder how many camp mates will give me words of encouragements when i am down. i wonder who will give me a helping hand when i need those hands, who will lend those ears when i need one, who will provide an answer when i need one...

though i have no doubts on God but at times i don't understand why is my life so hard. was it because that i hardly pray, so that my life is harder?

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