Thursday, December 18, 2008

C.H.I.N.A.

CHINA = Chinese Held In North Asia ????

"you know ah, the china people all very cunning one leh, be very careful hor?"
"china people are so dirty!"
"these china kia just like to talk so loud even when they are so close to one another."

these are the common few things that we will be complaining about china people, sometimes i do complain about them too but what to do? they sometimes really behave like what singaporeans complain about them...

and i'll be away from 19th Dec and 27th Dec to china to see relatives and also to relax myself. =)

i'm missing Christmas this year!!! But thank Got i am back for the last 2008 Dec service.

Ivan is sending me off tomorrow and he's coming at 0930hrs to pick me up. i cant wait for tomorrow... finally a very own vacation! and a break from my SAF... woooOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shall come back with more updates !!!

to my brothers and sisters in Christ, please help to manage the cell group well. i'm letting go of my "title" because i am going to groom you guys up! i'm not gonna spoon feed you guys anymore... so get ready to face the challenges ahead! =)

Advance Merry Christmas to all my beloved readers and friends.

Love you guys!! 2009 will be a better one than 2008!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Experience VS Passion

What is it like to work outside? What are bosses actually looking for? certificate OR experience OR passion OR what?

i've quitted working in indulgz bistro after getting familiarized with the working hour... the working hour is so unfriendly to me. i got no time for church, family and friends! and that have not include my BGR yet! so i have decided to give F&B a miss as my second career. i'm like more used to office hours job... definately i can't take night job because it totally defeat the purpose because i still cant meet my friends, spend time with church friends and family! i'm giving all these good things a miss. Bottomline:

NO family = NO career!

what's the point when i have the best but no one to share with? i will rather be working with low appointment, at least i can share my joy with my family and friends! =)

You can never finish earning the world's money.

life is something like this:

you are at a valley and you needs to get across to the other side, the only way is to cross through using the broken down bridge that is before you. how will you cross the bridge? if you trip, you'll fall! and when you fall, it will take a lot of time and effort to pick yourself up again to go into another step, or even worse, stablise yourself and gain back your balance. would you:

just walk blindly?
look and go?
look, feel if it is strong to hold you, then go?

i have chose the 3rd option.
look for a job
get some experience how it is like
good or bad?
good = continue, no good = give that a miss.

so my next step will be working in a
1) bookstore, since i like reading and i am good in my logistic skill and housekeeping, or
2) sembawang music store retail assistance.

and i will be persueing a diploma in logistics. and i don't know what's next in line...

God, i know and i know, that you are working something in my life. Please unfold the blessings that you have for me, show me signs and wonders that how long it will take to unfold the blessings. as i build Your house, i know You, God, will build my life well too, and i alo know that, it will either be 30 times, 60 times or even 100 times better then what i have built yours, and you will bless me for whatever i do, that is righteous to you. =)

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

when things don't go your way...

things should be going well for me but instead, it was the other way round. it seems like i am on the wrong side of the road, facing the on-coming traffic... nothing went well! don't understand why is this happening too...am i facing stress??

Family, Church, Finances, Career, Time management, Health and Discipline. it has all turned bad. nothing good is coming out of me. I get tired easily, i lost my patience, i messed up my time, i lost my discipline, i felt that i am in a poverty situation now.

i don't know what is going through me, but sure i am restless in me.

i somehow realized that i cant keep up the pace of the kitchen and i also come to a conclusion that, interest really cannot be taken as a rice bowl. people have been saying it to me but i have put it on a deaf ear and i still say i can do it. time has proven, i can't.

i don't know what is happening... but i pray that the U turn point is near... i'm going through something that i have never experience before...

maybe because the worry of money... =(